xiia0dolLx -

2005-10-31T13:32:00.000-08:00

heys ! hahas . ii`m back again . =P . yay !! finally !! ii highlighted my hair !! when take pic ii show eu all kkaiies ? hees .. hais . exam results SHO LAN !! can die sia !! sobsobs . heng ii promoted to sec2 arhs . if nort . wahhs . jia lat liao ohhs ` hahas . now holidaes . sibei sians . 2nd dae onii summore =.= . anywaes . nothing to sae lers . go bathe my doggiie liaos .

takkaiire `
lorve ya `
MUWAHS `

2005-10-14T16:04:00.001-07:00

muwe back !
sowiie sho long bo post .
nbr use com ohhs .
hahas .
sians .
finally exams are over .
sure retain der nors .
zzzzzzz
anywae . sians .
tired liaos .
wan kuns .
takkaiire guys .
muwahs `

2005-10-14T16:04:00.000-07:00

muwe back !
sowiie sho long bo post .
nbr use com ohhs .
hahas .
sians .
finally exams are over .
sure retain der nors .
zzzzzzz
anywae . sians .
tired liaos .
wan kuns .
takkaiire guys .
muwahs `

2005-10-07T09:16:00.000-07:00

hais .
ii ask myself,
am ii worth ferh eu ?
people sae yes .
but ii tink otherwise ..
ii alwaes make eu angry ..
ii alwaes make eu mad ..
ii donno wat to do now ..
ii`m confused ..
ii really really LOVE eu ``
ii swear with my life ..
ii swear with my heart ..
ii swear eternity dhat ii wld nort leave eu ..
ii`m nort gonna to ..
ii have no one to turn to ..
no place to go ..
ii`m LONELY ``

ii`m shattered //
ii`m lost //
ii brokedownz //

2005-09-22T16:03:00.000-07:00

21.o9.o5 !! ONE of my BEST DAE ever !!
hehes .
b0yb0y and xiia0dolLx together 184 . ^__^ .
muarkks //

II LORVE MY LAOGONG JONATHAN !!!!

DON CHANGE MY MIND . x: .

takkaiire guys . hehes . bwaiis `

2005-09-05T14:03:00.000-07:00

hiies miie fwens !! ^__^ . hahas . wahs . ytd sibei song lehs . wake up 7plus, den meet fwens at 8plus . den all go escape . onii reach dhere at 11plus . den we go new ride called " haunted " . fcuk lahs . sibei scary . till one of my fwen slap a " ghost " wearing a stupid mask . LOLS . he said ouch den walk off liaos . hahas . den ii did nort really see what happen lors . cos i jus close eyes and fwens drag us and run all the way . lols . but it was quite fun . we played a few other rides dhen go study awhile dhen went back playing . we went " haunted " another time but we took dha longer route and more scary too . lols . but we were nort dhat scared at dhat time . but there were still shivers . lols . gort one part we just stopped cos we didn`t dare go on dha bridge . dhen gort one freak wearing a red " devil-like " mask came from behind . and we didn`t do anything !! we just stood there and watch it coming nearer to us . LOLS . dhen suddenlly we ran across the bridge and near dha end, ii thot it was all over . ii open dha clothe thingy to go to dha exit room dhen another freak wearing a skeleton mask scared me . ii shocked tio . sho scream lors . hahas . but it was fun lahs ....

TO BE CONTINUED ...

2005-08-31T17:06:00.000-07:00

hais . y can`t ii live a PERFECT life ? ii wan tarhh live longer . ii still hab my fwens . ii still hab studies tarhh complete . ii still wan tarhh hab fun . ii really can`t take it anymore . ii donwan tarhh die . nort now . but if it is time, ii`ll go . ii jus wish my frens can hab a healthy and peaceful life . hope they will enjoy and cherish their life . and be like normal when ii`m nort around . ii wish for my jie Rinoa - Yvonne - . to get well . ii wish she ish nort suffering from anything . and be healthy as ever . ii will miss ALL of my frens . frm M&M, Fairfield[ Pri and Sec ], Outside frens . and more .. ii LORVE euu guys . euu`v brought joy tarhh my live . ii will bring euu yours . takkaiire ~

2005-08-27T13:16:00.000-07:00

hais . ii wan to give up everything . ii can`t afford to lose another part of my life . ii donwan this to happen . why are things going this way . why can`t pple live long . why can`t ii be dhe one suffering instead of them . why can`t ii be dhe one gone . why is life sho miserable . ii ask myelf this questions . but till now - ii do nort haf an answer for any of them . ii wish everything can go back to dhe way it was . ii donwan bad things to happen . ii`m depressed . why mus things turn out this way . is there a meaning for life and death ? why mus we even be born when we donno when will we be gone . ii wan answers to my questions . but can anyone hear me ? - no . ii wish she will be alrite . ii donwan to lose her ever . she`s an important part of my life . - jie, euu will be fine . no matter wat happens . euu will alwaes be my dearest gan-jie .

2005-08-23T17:19:00.000-07:00

wahs sians . nothin tarhh do . another BORING dae . BOO !! ok ii`m getting craziie now . lols . fark sia . ii oniie gort 42/100 fer T-score . OMGS . sho low !! ii`m gonna get killed lorhhs . haiis . now ii wish my kor could get well faster . hope nothing will happen tarhh him . anw . hardly blog lerhhs . psps . x: . no time . alwaes out . lols . sorriie wors . anw . yea . made some NEW fwens . =)) . quite good der wors . lols . ii stop here lerhhs . takkaiires . buaiis ` muarkks*

2005-08-09T11:24:00.000-07:00

haiis . y did ii liive . ii shld have jus stayed iin coma 4eva . liiviing iishhx sufferiing . ii can`t eat , can`t driink , all dhe thiings ii want to do ii can`t . iit`s jus too sufferiing . anywae , ii`m dyiing soon . ii`m siick . jus siick . ii don want tarhh suffer anymore . ii wan to end iit dhe easy wae . iit`s wat ii`m wiishiing ferr . peace out guys . takaiire . lorve ya alwaes . ii`m alwaes dhere ferr euu . dead or aliive . muarkks* ,,, wiill remember euu all de

2005-08-03T16:27:00.000-07:00

sho bored . nothiin tarhh do . yay . tmr no skuu . sho harppiie . untill 9.30 oniies . actualliie nothiin tarhh sae der lorhhs . jus sians sho wriite . anw . takaiire euu guys . stardiie hardd wors . muarkks *

2005-07-31T03:48:00.000-07:00

haiis . ii`m totalliie lost . lost iin liife . lost iin wordds . lost iin lorve . lost iin happiiness . ii`m jus siimply hopeless . y cant ma liife be perfectt ? jus siimple n sweet wiithoutt compliicatiions ? m ii here ferr dhe sake of beiin aliive ? or iissiit jus ferr fun ? or fatex ? ii realliie wanna noe . ii`m totalliie outt of control . ii`m goiin craziie . mayb . iit`s jus wat ii`m liiviin ferr #

2005-07-30T18:47:00.000-07:00

wahhs . todae siibeii tiiredd . beiin an USHER iishhx SHO SHO BORIINX !! eeewww !! ii HATE beiin an USHER . GROSS !! anw . raiin sho much todae . ii use umbrella walkk dao mrt statiion still sho wet . ii reachh skuu FREEZIIN siia . denchh thunder sho loudd . piiangg ehhs . shockk tiio siia . skuu sho dam boriinx todae . shld pon lorhhs . haiis . hai dao miie wake up sho late . z_Z . sarkks siia

denchh osho siibeii scariie . miie ;; sarah kwann and cheryl go dover coffee shop dere eat . but we go toiilet fiirrs . denchh whiile cheryl waiitiin ferr sarahh tarhh come outt sho she can use . dhe nxt door toiilet suddenlly slowly open . cheryl wan open dhe door tarhh use . suddenlly CLOSE . miie n cheryl look at eachh other . denchh we screamedd . sarahh ran outt osho . cheryl saiid sh saw an eye whn door open dhat tiime . sho scaryy !! ii criie abiit siia . can diie lorhhs .

and fiinalliie . we noe 2 ple on mondae tiio suspended . haiis . one iishhx even a guaii kiia . still can tiio . 5 pple iin all tiio . no gurs . haiis . our class iishhx INCOMPLETE lerhhs . mostt liikely no more class party . habb ii osho dunchh wan go . stop here lerhhs . buaiis `

2005-07-29T15:16:00.000-07:00

ii sho sadd . ii on mondae gonna fiind out whu tiio expell frm skuu lerhhs . haiis . sure miie der lorhhs . haiis . denchh todae skuu realliie sarkks . haiis . gortt stomach paiin iin morniin . almost late ferr skuu osho . denchh dunchh eben noe gortt chiinese homeworkk . but fren helpp wo do . denchh PE siibeii siians todae . n tmr still need go backk skuu !! FCUKK !! . HATE SKUU ! omgs ! eeeeeewwwww . miie jus came home . sho siianns now . at leastt gortt dearr dearr peii wo tok fone . =DD . ii lorve ma laogong 4ebarhhs !! muarkks*

2005-07-27T16:11:00.000-07:00

siianns . ii`m sho freakiin boredd . 2 daes bo go skuu lerhhs . all becos ytd gortt flun throat infection . den ytd doctor giib miie 2 daes MC . 2piid siia . ii`m sho boredd . wonder how ma frens are doiin . hope no one gortt expelled . haiis . todae we noe . but ii donno yett . haiis . iibb aniione gett expelled . ii giiviin tiicherr attitude lerhhs . haiis . anw . ma puppiie sho cute !! but veh veh nottiie . go plae wiib ma ah ma derr plants . make dao dhe soill everii whr . haiiyohh . anw . guys takaiires . muarkks *

2005-07-26T14:37:00.000-07:00

weeeeeeeeee . changed skiin . x=

2005-07-23T11:54:00.000-07:00

haiis . tmr gonna fiind outt whu gonna get kik out of skuu lerhhs . haiis . ii scare ii tiio siia . sobs . miie sure will tiio . ii donwan frens tarhh go . 1G iishhx uniitedd derr . iibb nortt . will be INCOMPLETE . haiis . feeliin sadd nows . anw . osho kiinda harppiie cus ii gettiin a golden ret. puppy todae !! yay !! hahas . kkiies ii end here liiaos . buaiis ` muarkks *

2005-07-19T22:47:00.000-07:00

wee . foundd ma laogong on 19.o7.o5 . ii lourve hiim sho muchh . baby laogong ;; don alwaes tiink ii`m gonna leave eur siide . ii`m sorriie . ii lourve euu 4ebarhhs . muarkks*

2005-07-10T17:35:00.000-07:00

siianns . n0thiin tarhh d0 . fiinalliie g0rtt new blogg . lols . buaiis `